HAPPY HALLOWEEN....uguys r sooooo lucky...i have a game to go to..so no candy for me.......yea..i noe..pathetic....oooooo i sooooo wana watch scary movie 3 2morow........yea...i havnt seen any movies since i have been here........my dad got me a trampoline for my birthday....and its here all we have to do is to set it up......yay..i duno wat else to say....oh heres one....UNIVERSITY IS GONA KICK SOME CYPRESS CREEK BOOTIE...hehehe i had to say sumthin...ok then gtg..byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

this sucks i cant go trick or treating on friday cuz we have a stupid game...its not fair....how is everybody....dang nobody comes here anymore....i wonder why....*stares evilly at somebody*....yea im happy now...dang im soooo tired...band has taken up soooo much of my time...i still have to do a project...and i have to do 75 hrs of community service..its stinks im never gona have any fun...today was a pain in the ass...we had band rehersal and we did nuthin for like 2 hrs...nuthin but basics...its all stupid...anywaz...i gtg...nobody seems to come on anywaz.....its weird...so yea byeeeeeeeee

ello ppl....how r u guys....saturday we went to tampa for competition and we came in second but the school that came in 1st was from georgia to technically were 1st....sumthin like that i think......hehehe so yea...chillie...i havnt heard from soldier yet.....ahhhhh.....im soooo sad.....i wana go to castaic...i wana go bak sooooo badly...its not hot like here....is...i duno..nicer i guess...there are always clouds...........and yea...my fav. horse is there....SPICY.....chillie..remember when we went on the mountain trail and we saw that rattler...well i did.......its was sooooo cool...i like the malls there.....its and  inside mall and yea...i noe there are some here but the one over their has everything.....ok...im gona leave my fantasy world and come bak to reality...i like my fantasy world....i always come up with stories inside my head....hehehe..i noe im weird.......so yea..reality sucks but i can survive it.....byeeeeeeee muah

hey.......how is everybody.....ahhhhh soldier wrote bak to me....he is sooooo damn cute.....luv him sooo much...whoa gurl goin to far there.......so yea...life has been shit for me like always...so freakin tired........im in a fight with this dude in band....not gona say any names cuz im a NICE PERSON....JEEZ....ppl just dont noe me....its crazy....maybe its becuz im always pissed....i never forget wat happens...no duh i have a brain...its probably bigger then this person....then he says to ask his major crush why he was pissed at me....fuck..wat the hell is wrong with this person....im gona walk up to her and ask....wat type of person does he think i am....no im not bitch....he might but i noe im not....fuck...it feels good to let these things out....why am i such a nice person....for ppl who noe me very very well....when ever i want things done i get demanding rite...no shit...i already noe my self...yea im nice to my friends but i can be a total bitch if i wanted to.....so yea....im gona shut up now...ttyl....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hey pplz......how r ya.....im fine....my room is finally finished...thanks to my mom........i can actually walk through my door....hahaha.....i noe pathetic....hehehe.....so yea....im officially going to colorado.....to go skiing.........ive been skiing before but im scare that other ppl will go snowboarding instead of skiing.........not that i havent skiied before......i have and its tons of fun....hahaha.....i was sooooo scared the first time i went on a  run....that every few seconds i would fall down on purpose.... me.......so yea....its tons of fun........i cant wait..........i wish my dad could come up....that would be so much fun........lol....so yea....i have so many things to do....and so many things to find.....so ill go now......ttyl....byeeeeeeee muah

omg i luv this song....mandy moore is the best..........yea i just had to say that...hehehe.....byeeeeeeeee muah

ello everybody.....yankees are playin rite now...dunno the score yet though....so yea anywaz.....tonite we had a family dinner for my birthday....my Uncle Danny and his wife came i havnt seen them in ages.....and my aunt kelly....i duno the last time i saw her.....it was nice to c everybody..........yea....i have 3 cakes now.....first one was from my mom.....second was from my friends.....luv ya guys tons.....and the third was from tonite......*yummy*..........yup....i was happy today then my sister pissed me off.....i couldnt take a shower becuz she wouldnt let me lock the door...........yea then everything that comes out of my moms mouth is full of hatred...she always shouts.....i cant tell her how i feel about things cuz then she wont understand and then she just shouts at me....im like...........anyway....my life is a total pain in the ass....it'sbeen like that since we moved to shanghai......now i cant change it......how lovely can it get.....so yea i gtg......mom is pissing me off again like always.....so yea byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....muah

yay im so happy now im 15....hahaha....i noe my birthday was yesterday but i couldnt write anythin down becuzi had band rehersal all day...and at night we had a football game....we won in over time.....lol....anywaz yea....YANKEES ARE GOING TO THE WORLD SERIES....im sooooooo happy were gona kick some marlin bootie.....hdahahaha....anywaz.....damn i cant stop thinking about him.....im not gona tell ya who....hes sooooo sweet he used to be in my english class in 8th grade.....*sigh*....hehehehehe....anywaz....ima go now.....so ill talk to ya later....byeeeeeeeeeeee

hey ppl how is everyone......im soooooo tired...life is fine....*u do realize that it was a lie*hahaha     anywaz...yea....school was a pain in the butt but ill still live......yup today we had band rehersal without any water breaks....how fun.........yup kinda like that....soem ppl have no iddea wats going on in my life...i noe that sometimes i can be a pain in the ass but thats becuz i have som much crap to deal with....dont reli want to go into alot of detail..........yea anywaz......i have a band trip going to Colorado....can twait to go...we go on April 31st to sometime in march......im so smart....hahaha.........i am so confused.....i have no idea who is my friend or not....i noe that Beverly, Jessica, and Nick are.....but for the rest i dont noe if  they are using me or sumthin.....its like i would say hi to then and then they would just completly forget that i was ever there........if u hadnt figured it out yet...im a shy perosn.....i dont rlei talk alot..... shocking isnt it...........anywaz yea.....i got mid terms 2morow....so i gtg study.... hate studyin.....anywaz...byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hey....hows everybody...yea ok....bye.................................jeez im not that mean....yankees beat the red sox......im soooo gosh darn happy..........hehehe......anywaz.....homecoming was yesterday.....so m8uch fun...we walked around, danced, walked, danced....the usual..........i like these smiley faces.....hehehe....anywaz....its mah birthday on the 16th.....yay..i get to be 15......i cant believe it.............anywaz....ill ttyl....byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee