hey...uh...we have FCAT on monday..how gay can it get...we have to pass it to graduate...so stupid...anywaz...we played boone and apopka this week....i swear i could have beaten that boone gurl...she was smaller then me...but i lost 6-8 all the balls that i hit kept on going out...pain in the arse...anywho...why cant i have a love life...everybody else does...except for my friend mai thy...her actual name is thy mai...she has the same b'day as me, our fav. color is blue and we both dont have a boyfriend...how cool is that...anywaz i gtg...ttyl.....byeeeeeeeee

omg...my dad wants to punish me for overreacting because $195 was taken out of my bank account...a punishment...geez...he said that he withdrew some money and had "accidentally" taken out of my account...ughhhhhh...i never want to c his face...not forever but maybe  for like 10 months...sounds like a good punishment for him.......how do u noe if u like someone...because every time in 4th period i always feel a knot in my stomach just before tennis practice i have no idea why...there is a guy on the tennis team that is........well.....ok...i dunno im sooo confused...i dont noe if i like...i dont noe if i dont....i feel sooo...i dont noe...i cant even describe my own emotions...how pitiful of me....anywaz..i gtg do hw...byeeee

ahhhhhhhh...just wrote disturbing letter to my dad...i found out over the weekend that $195 was taken out of my bank account...its not from a bank in the states...it was taken out from a bank in china...hong kong to be exact...the bastard that took my money will pay...grrrrrrrrrrrrr..besides that...i had fun over the weekend with one of my friends from the tennis team...we went to the mall to get a present for someones b'day on the team...he didnt tell anyone so we are planning on giving him sorta like a surprise party sorta thing after practice...it'll be fun...anywaz...i watched barbershop 2 and 50 first dates...barbershop was an interesting movie..its just like regular ppl trying to compete with the world around them....ok..i have a question for anybody who has seen 50 first dates...the lady that works at the sea park place with the pig tails..is that a lady or a guy...cant quite figure it out...tell me wat u think...gtg...byeeeeeeeee

hey...feeling better today even though i wasnt sick...had a candide test today...it was sooo easy it was only discussion...my english teacher is sooo cool...anywho...i need to start thinking about my sweet sixteen...i have no idea wat to do or wat to wear...they should have like a quiz on what type of dress is ur style...well specifically for prom but oh well...omg today i played singles with the #3 seed and i beat her...forgot wat the score was but yea...i think im gona be seeded #3...who noes life is full of questions...anywho...ttyl...oh yea if u have any ideas for like a theme...tell me..id really appreciate it...thanks a ton...byeeeeee

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!! even though it is 2morow......life couldnt suck even more...no date...no pressies...but...im still single...wow...nothing has changed a bit...i dunno why but..well i do...but i feel like im gona be a total bitch this whole week...dun ask......too mamy things to do...tennis...fight with mom...hw...the daily routine...i just broke my new years resolution...to not fight with my mom...its just that she makes me sooo mad...it just pisses me off.....she cant understand anything...u have to repeat everything more than once...i get angry sooo quickly...like i shouted at my dad on the phone becuz my braces were fucking bothering my stitches on my lower lip...i was like wtf the next time i go to the dentist is when i get them off...ughhhhhhhhhh....cant stand life anymore...not only that this whole divorce thing...is just so fucking gay...yes i noe im swearing alot but i cant say them aloud or else my mom will kick me off the tennis team and then i would have to go to this parent kid. thing...who noes...i wasnt listening...anywaz...ima go now...bye!!!

hey...wow its been a while...well yea anywaz...now im officially on the tennis team...lucky me....but they didnt cut anybody so...yea.....on sunday we went to a Laker game....of course Lakers kicked Magic ASS...yup still in the mood...didnt have that many hw tonite...so i decided to write some stuff.....oh...today we had FCAT writing thingy......A PAIN THE ARSE...anywho...dunno wat else to say...luv and missz y'll tons if your from somewhere other then florida...hehehe...k then..byeeeeeeeeee smooches

yay....a new month..a new day...do you know wat that means......MORE PAIN....yes more pain...we have tennis tryouts this week and it is a pain...but oh well its worth it...i hope i get on the team.....anywho...yea...im sick rite now and its sooo much fun...i wonder if anybody noticed the sarcasim in that sentence...yea..last night went to bed at 8:00  everybody thinks im a retard...just for sleeping reli reli reli early...ok then...quarter ends this friday i think...how fun...cant wait to get my report card...

mui mui: i agree with you...ppl need to shut up in band...and stay awake...driving me crazy and it was only for one day...

chilliz: can u help me fix my xanga...it looks reli plain....plzzzzzzzzzz..thanks a ton pooches....

anywaz..ttyl..byeeeeeeeee