hey....im soooo tired but i have soooo many things to do...my algebra is a pain in the ass i have to do two vocabulary hw....and then i have to write two essays....one of them is supposed to be about 1984 the novel which kinda sucks but the other essay is for band so im ok with the last one....anywaz today we had a drum major meeting sorta thing....it would be interesting for me to be drum major...i dunno maybe i should try out for that...but who knows....but yea it was interesting....we have like a couple more weeks of school left....ahhhhh i cant wait for summer to come...this year has gone by soooo quickly...but yea i gtg start some hw...ttyl  byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hey...omg i saw Ragtime tonite and it was soooo good...i would c it again but once is enough...they had all of these little kids in it...and it was sooo sad...2morow we dont have school...yay we get a 4 day weekend...now i can catch up on some sleep finally...k i better go my eyes are killing me...byeeeeeeee

hey...districts was yesterday...i thought i would do better but it was ok...i lost my singles 1-6 0-6 and my doubles 3-6 4-6...they were both against edgwater...so yea...how fun...coach was being an ass though...he said that i was giving him an attitude...i was like..well not to him of course....wat the hell is he talking about...it was a sad day...it felt as though everybody was against me or sumthin...like it was my fault that we lost our doubles match....geez...some people need to have their attitudes sorted out...anywaz...back to school again today...so damn boring....i was thinking about not going cause i have an excused absence on monday and tuesday but my mom said that i should go....so yea now its bak to my helpless life....ahhhh i cant wait till summer...k then...byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hey...i have no idea wat to say...oh yea...tomorrow we have icebreakers to go to...its where the 8th graders come and visit the band if they are gonna come into...if u dont get it...i dun reli care...hehehe...anywho...tennis practice was fun...nuthin great...but yea...we have our last game on wednesday...sooooo nervouse...and then we have districts on monday....ahhhhhhhhh....so many things to do in soooo little time...k then..gtg do hw....k then byeeeeeeeeee

hey....wow i feel soooo much better today....we played ummmm....who the heck did we play....oh yea we played west orange and the girls won....i think 7-0...it was soo cool....the guys did ok they didnt win but they won their #2 boys doubles....i was soooo sad cuz i didnt get to play doubles with maithy....i had to play with elif....this was like her first real game...so....yea we won 8-4 if i played with maithy we would have gotten 8-0...clean sweep...but oh well....it was so frickin hott....everybody was sweatin like a pig....besides that school is ok.....im still upset with jessica....i dont think she even realizes that.....it has only been small talk between us.....and then beverly ditches us to go to mr moores room...man...if only i had more friends.....then life couldnt be sweeter....i should go cuz i gotz hw to do....i think....hehe...k then byeeeeeeee

hey...yea im bak from school...how great is that...anywaz..about the trip...i had such a great time...well most of the time...i fell twice once gettin off the ski lift...stupid me... and the second one going down a hill....it was sooo cool...one of our directors broke his wrist...everyone was making fun of him...ok that was the good part about the trip...the bad part about it was that i felt sooo alone...i was always the one stuck in the room picking up the phone and gathering messages...no1 asked for me...its as if i was invisable...so yea then i got upset with one of my friends because i felt that she kept on ditching me...i was never included in any conversation...and i dont reli want to butt in because then ppl look at me weird...and i dont ask pplz if i can tag along because i dont want to be some1s possie...ughhhh school was the same thing...i wanted to talk to my tennis buddy but then i felt that i was completly left out...like they didnt even need me on the team...i dunno thats just how i feel...im sry if this is depressing but i just need to get it out so that everyone noes...k then byee for now

hey...just got bak from colorado...so nice bak there...anywaz...this is just gona hafta be short cuz im tired and i have school 2moroz...ughh...k then...ill write more 2morow...byeee