yea so how is everybody, i noe that it has been a while since i have updated, dont get me wrong i am reading y'alls entries but im just to lazy to write sumthing on mine.  Now lets see what i can talk about...well school is yet again a pain in the butt its just that im so sick of hw and asking ppl for rides home, the worse part is during french class my teacher talks so softly and it just makes me want to fall asleep....ahhhhh and then she gets mad at us...i just dont get it....well not doing tennis this year...my coach was being a pain in the butt because i have a 7th period class which is required and he was like i took all the classes i wanted and all the sports i wanted to do...sumthin like that...he just got on my nerves...and almost made me cry first day at practice...sry if i didnt play in the off season but come on this is my junior year let me concentrate on my academics and i also have other priorities over summer doesnt mean that im not giving 100% to tennis and focusing everything on band...jeez give me a break...let me have fun when i play tennis....i do better that way....ill try out next year...but it all depends on his attitude towards any situation that might come up...so yea now im focusing on my classes and i felt relived about the whole situation....STRESS FREE but not for long....lol...anywaz...i miss all of you guys in thailand, shanghai, california, and all of my other friends around the world...right now i need a shoulder to cry on...i just feel so used..if any of y'all understand what im sayin...its like ppl would talk to me and then just walk away...and im just left stranded...valentines day has come and gone...i always dread valentines day....to me its a holiday for couples to show how much they care for each other...and once again no valentines for me...sometimes i want to laugh at that and try to be optimistic but i just cant...is there somthing wrong with me...what is it because i cant figure it out...whoever is reading this...over summer if im not going anywhere which im probably not...you should come to florida so we can catch up on things...but you would have to come to band camp with me....lol...well i should get going...have a great day, week, watever...byeeeeeeeee