HAPPY EASTER!!!! im saying this on a saturday because ima b to busy on sunday to say anything....traveling from AZ back to FL....the bad thing is that we have school on monday and we probably wont get to bed until 1 or 2 in the morning...

today my sister and i went to this renaissance fair...AWESOMELY COOL!!!! if their is a renaissance fair near you go inside....dress up if u want to because everyone there is dressed up...i went there with my two aunts, one of my aunts friend, and my cousin....i had soooooooo much fun...we watched the joust and our guy was cute but he had really long hair...if he cut it and made it short he would be so cute....ironically his colors were blue and gold....lol.....yea....anywho and then we watched this show called ded bob....lmao...its friggin hilarious.....

coolios yea i gtg and do some things...i think,,,,,i dunno but were gonna watch vanity fair so i gotta get off......so ill ttyl and cya laterz...byeeeeeee

hello hello....how is everybody...arizona is great...the baby is absolutly adorable....went bowling last nite...lol...it was so much fun...rach kept on bowling for me and josh...my bowling name was dorkwad (first it was chelle..i noe..boring name) rach's name was pootie...if not correct me....and then josh's name was pat mc crotch (the name he usually uses is dexter but the name he ended up with was better)..it was great...i also met the baby's dad that nite and today....he's okay...the bad thing about him is that he is a Boston Red Sox fan......grrrrrrrr and he wears the red sox hat constantly.....he was giving the baby a bath today...so funny...but it was nice to see that the dad was helping with the baby.....anywho...my aunt is coming today and then she is going to take us to tucson on friday and then a renassance fair on saturday....oh yea...i actually helped to cook lasagana for tonite....hahaha weird....yup yup yup dunno wat else to say....so ill c ya all laterz...byeeeeeeee

hey everybody...spring break is here and i am so happy to be on a break right now....no school no stress everthing is great...im in arizona staying with my aunt and my cousin who just had her baby on Feburary the 11th....and he is the sweetest baby on earth..yea the only thing he does is eat, cry, sleep, and then poop his pants....but he is just so adorable....my goals for this week is to get of my farmers tan that i have had since who noes when....and...yea thats it.....but yea rach says hi...shes sitting right next to me making funny faces at the dog....yea gtg now....dunno wat im gonna do....i think im going to start working on that horrible tan line...cya all laterz...byeeeeeeee

yea so how is everybody, i noe that it has been a while since i have updated, dont get me wrong i am reading y'alls entries but im just to lazy to write sumthing on mine.  Now lets see what i can talk about...well school is yet again a pain in the butt its just that im so sick of hw and asking ppl for rides home, the worse part is during french class my teacher talks so softly and it just makes me want to fall asleep....ahhhhh and then she gets mad at us...i just dont get it....well not doing tennis this year...my coach was being a pain in the butt because i have a 7th period class which is required and he was like i took all the classes i wanted and all the sports i wanted to do...sumthin like that...he just got on my nerves...and almost made me cry first day at practice...sry if i didnt play in the off season but come on this is my junior year let me concentrate on my academics and i also have other priorities over summer doesnt mean that im not giving 100% to tennis and focusing everything on band...jeez give me a break...let me have fun when i play tennis....i do better that way....ill try out next year...but it all depends on his attitude towards any situation that might come up...so yea now im focusing on my classes and i felt relived about the whole situation....STRESS FREE but not for long....lol...anywaz...i miss all of you guys in thailand, shanghai, california, and all of my other friends around the world...right now i need a shoulder to cry on...i just feel so used..if any of y'all understand what im sayin...its like ppl would talk to me and then just walk away...and im just left stranded...valentines day has come and gone...i always dread valentines day....to me its a holiday for couples to show how much they care for each other...and once again no valentines for me...sometimes i want to laugh at that and try to be optimistic but i just cant...is there somthing wrong with me...what is it because i cant figure it out...whoever is reading this...over summer if im not going anywhere which im probably not...you should come to florida so we can catch up on things...but you would have to come to band camp with me....lol...well i should get going...have a great day, week, watever...byeeeeeeeee

hey i cant write for long....so yea....school is yet again a pain in the butt and i wish it were summer already....cant stand it.....this yea i have so much traveling to do, first new york, maybe atlanta, and then arizona....my cousin is gonna have a baby....so yea....i gtg now....ttyl byeeeeee

hey....another three days of school has gone by and im totally sick of it....went to a tennis mtg today after school...ughhhhhhhh its so ooo stressful......i dunno noe i may be getting the wrong interpretation on what he says but...im so confused.....i want to make the tennis and i want to win matches but this year is much stricter....werid...before school seemed so easy and relaxing.....now its just fast paced and everything has to be academics this and academics that......ahhhhh i cant take it anymore....i might be going to new york on feb 4th...just for the weekend with my dad.....i hope coach doesnt mind.....anyhoo....band is okay....the music we are playing is okay its not the best.....my 7th period band sucks butt....the freshmen band is better than us...its embarassing....i think we should be playing more challenging music but im not the judge of that......my journalism class is going well...the teacher is great....our first assignment was to make a newspaper.....im in a group with 4 others....im the editor and then 3 are writers and the last one is the layout designer.....hard job....we saw the POTO ....if ya dont noe wat it is....SHAME ON YOU!!!!!!!  its such a great movie...i absolutly love it....im gona get the soundtrack 2morow....if i already talked about this then oh well...deal with it....i want my life back....i used to be so athletic when i was little....now i feel sooooooooo lazy and chubby.....i need to start running....but now i got to go and if ya read this entry this far............props to ya...

hey how is everyone? it has been a long long time since i came onto this site...my gosh i dont noe wat to say.....or where to start...school was out like last week and the semester exams were ughhhhhh you all noe what im talking about.....i dunno....my ap exams were horrible and i noe that i could have done better....how can i be so lazy....i feel like a complete idiot....but i wont put myself down because as you all noe christmas has come and gone.....i got an i-pod, new cell phone, lots of stuff animals (i luv stuffed animals they are so cute), got my extended version of LOTRROTK....if ya dont noe what it is dont ask me....i didnt feel like typing the whole thing up....but yea got my laptop fixed so all i need is the bright house network guy to come over and hook it up....ummm what else did i get.....oh yea money....cant forget that...unfortunatly i didnt get a car or a cat......im so sad.....but its all good.....band is........ok.......i guess....not much to say about it....concert season is boring so there isnt that much drama.......my love life sucks....and i need to start playing tennis.....ughhh if only the weather was better....so yea whoever is reading this i wish you all a merry christmas and a happy new year.....luv ya

hey hey how is everybody...fridays game was the best even though we lost....i got to see jackie....i havnt seen her in ages.... she just made my day even better.....she is such a sweetie....and i totally look up to her....maybe im just saying these things cuz i noe that she might be reading it....hahaha...but im not i reli mean it...but yea i really miss her....i only started to really talk to her from the last couple weeks of last year up till now.....im going to cry.......i hope she comes this friday...so she can meet my sister....yup my sis is growing up...she will be a....freshman next year and i will be a senior....yea...she plays clarient....ahhh..cant wait.....anywho....school is a drag....i try so hard not to fall asleep in my french class but its just not working....need to come up with a new strategy....i think i spelt it right.....yea....soooooo....i dunno wat to write....wat i think is soooo weird is that i just cant face the fact that this is my junior year and i'll only have one more year to go untill college...thats a scary thought....i dunno....i dont noe how everybody felt when they were a junior but the future reli scares me....ok now i gtg get some sleep....ill try to update before the competition because i need to say something....k byeeeeee

hey...i hope everybody is doing okay....if ya didnt noe i just turned 16 on saturday october 16th...so yea...it was great...i had some of my friends come over and lots of family members....nobody ever stops by on my site....i dunno...its lonesome....last friday i got to conduct some of the stand tunes...so yea that was great....i asked mr. obado if i can do it again this friday and he said that it was okay....boy do i feel bored.....i dunno....ppl now a days just dont seem to do what they used to....my last class of the day is sooo crappy the teacher always picks on our table saying that everything is our fault...and now i noe that she is just playing us cuz next friday we might....MIGHT...have a pizza party...ughhhh...cant stand it....oh well...life goes on....well gtg do some hw....damn hw...so yea bye

hey everyone...its been a while since i have been on...so much has happened and i have been working my ass off......with band practice and school and the hw its just driving me crazy......i feel like im gaining more and more weight because the only thing i do is sit on the couch not wanting to do anything....competition last weekend.....i was soooo upset......that day was just not the best thing that has happened....i felt like i was going through an emotional break down...crying my eyes out......i cry for the stupidest reasons......and then the finals show was AWFUL....i personal thougt that i did great...i hit my spots and i was just at attention...hardcore...then the trumpets oh my gosh....they didnt even watch the drum major...that is something that everybody in band learns...watch the  director...watch the drum major....its not that hard....cause they are right in front of you.....we came in thrid but i noe that we could have done better....and then this girl which i will nickname 'c' would not shut their mouth....kept on yapping and yapping...then i blew up in her face and said shut up dont talk to me....grrrrrrrrrr....i feel soooo frustrated......why me...why do i have to be cursed with this life......the only good thing abot it is that im turning 16 this saturday and so far i dont noe if anyone is going to show up....i dont noe how i am going to get through this week without going through another breakdown.....i just want this week to be over and for saturday to last forever.....im getting older and older each day and i am sooo scared.....next year will be my senior year and i am absolutly frightened with what i am going to do in the future.....everything scares me now....i am totally lost....i didnt even bring my science folder home to do an essay which is due 2morow.... i am a total wreck....i cant stand it anymore...so stressed out...so many things to say but i dont noe how to say it....i dont even noe how to close up this entry....i guess ill just leave it like this...k bye